"What in the hell is this?!"
For example today I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it and a black leather miniskirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots. I was wearing black lipstick, white foundation, black eyeliner and red eye shadow. I was walking outside Hogwarts. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.
When you were standing in the wake of devastation
When you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying, "Save me now!"
You were there, impossibly a l o n e
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go
Linkin Park- Iridescent
Okay, so life’s been pretty crazy for me all of the sudden. I mean I promised I’d have this blog back to what it was soon… but maan life is happening and it’s happening really frigging fast and I’m sitting here like “lol wut”
So I guess first off, I went to look at a college that focuses mainly on what I want to do. I went for a tour on Tuesday and I was really really impressed! First off, there’s small classes which is a bonus as it means that there’s more one on one time with the teacher. Second thing? Rather than four years..? I’ll be graduated in six months. Another thing is after I graduate, they’ll help me find a job at a place I want to be. You know what company is in Edmonton? BIOWARE. What does Bioware do? THE DRAGON AGE AND MASS EFFECT GAMES. So that’s exciting as balls. But that’s not the best part.. HOT TEACHERS AND DOGS LIKE DAMN
Another thing? I finally got a stable job with more hours and better pay. I’ll be the great Canadian that I am and start work at the Tim Hortons here in town.. so I’ll be able to afford my own car for once which’ll be great. I’m looking at getting my Uncle’s 2007 Sentra which isn’t the car I want.. but shit it beats walking.
So here’s a huuge thing, my boyfriend and I..? We’re done. That’s right, I’m now free to look and shop around heuheuheu but tbh.. I’m not stressed anymore because of it. Now that we’re split I have a lot of friends coming up to me and saying the worries that they had.. which shocked me because I couldn’t see any of it when we were together. CUS I GUESS LOVE MAKES YOU STOOPID.
So yeah, I’ve been busier than a Porn Star’s fingers lately.. BUT I WILL GET THIS FIXED I SWEAR